I can’t live without you.
All what happened in my life was for you and because of you. All people that overstayed in my life for even a bit were your aftersounds. Your semi-shades, semi-tones, semi-odors.
How can I release you?
Even when we weren’t together ( as we were almost all time ) I had known that you were somewhere
near me , that there was the town where you live, the street, the house and I always could find you
going up the stairs and knocking on your door.
What if you disappear from my life?
Disappear your number , your profile, disappear the effect of your presence in my life.
In my mind you have your room , but only the room, even a flat with lounge, kitchen and bed . And now you pack your belongings and move out.
3 years of my life will disappear in one day. The day when you’ll take off.
Not from yourself, but to yourself. Not to me, but from me. I know that it is better for you . You can finally realize yourself. All what you want from life will happen.
But How can I release you?
How can you release something that you have never had in reality. Like try to hold the fog when the sun has waked up.You are all what I like. All that I have for dearness, all treasures of my thoughts, all.. in one person! All inside me is constantly out when I think of you , see you, Hear you. Something tickles in breast and hurts in the stomach . I don’t know what is the name of this feeling , but I suppose that I love you.Love you with all my heart at first sight, at first hello , at first touch and up to now.The day we met – my life had turned over . It wasn’t the door of the bar you opened. It was the door of my heart in which you had come. Had stamped and have stayed.
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