The Sense of Words by Katerina Levchenko

-What do you think?
- I think I should  say something or not.
- Hmm. It means that you have almost decided to say.
- I don’t know. So, say or not?

- Up to you.
-I want you to sit .
-Wow. It seems serious.
-Since we have  met my life has changed. It was a great pleasure for me to spend my time with you.
When we suddenly stopped our intercourse I missed you a lot , I couldn’t understand what is going on and  I was so excited to meet you again! I had nobody, but you. After some months you told me that you have a difficult relationships and a  girlfriend, it was not simple for you . You visited her , suffered.  It hurted me. I felt a strong pain inside me and a big question- what is the place for me in your life? I tried to digress and met him. I would like to say that if you hadn’t Erica, I would have never had  my Alex. The most important thing that I should say- I don’t know what love is , but I feel the most lightsome and wonderful feeling which ever can feel human to the human . I needn’t nothing instead of . It is a great happiness to feel it, to see you , to hear, to speak. I feel myself dizzy and something titillate because of you…
-Wow,wow,wow. I don’t know what to say. I am not as good as you think. You necessarily will be
disappointed about me. You are so young,  beautiful , admirable and I am.. I am too bad for you. I think that it is don’t exactly me influence your feelings, it is complex of atmosphere .
-Maybe..
-  I am a formed man, so ordinary, with a variety of bad habits, sometimes nasty I am sure that i ll stop to be hero for you after some time.
- I don’t think so.
- You know , it is said to girls – you are so good, no. You must know that you are not good, you are
marvelous . MA RVE LO US . I want you to understand all sense of this word.
-I notice something in your eyes when  you see me. I feel that you feel something in your heart, don't you?
-When we spend that weekend it was so ideal that I was so scared.
- It can be all time.
-Hm..
-I want to try.
-To try what?
- To try some relationships with you .  I think that we ll be so happy together.
- But what if I choose another way for life?
- I ll  choose your way too.
- I can't say something. I very want to say you Yes, but I cant . However, I cant say NO .
-I understand.
-I should think about it.
-OK.
 -Go on your trip and don’t worry about this little stupid things.  Take me some photos , please.
- Surely…
He was so silent and after this time they never back to this conversation..