Have you been to my cosmetologist?
Yes, thank you for her contacts, they have received new fillers and they smooth my wrinkles much better!
Really? I should definitely try them too, I already look like I`m 30!
I see what you mean, can`t even imagine that someday we`ll be 40-45.
Stop it! I will jump on rails behind the arriving train when I`ll be 45, can`t believe my beauty can be ever gone.
The moment Norry heard her mother saying that phrase she was aged 6. Sarcastic shade of that phrase was not so clear for the child and she denoted those words in a bit hyperbolised way.
A seed of fear of death has been planted deep in the child's heart, and another fear was growing in mother's heart- fear of growing old.
Norry grew up into such a beautiful girls, she ended school with high marks and graduated the university being in the number of best students. During those years she has been traveling a lot loving every minute she could breathe. She was carrying her fear of death everywhere she has gone, and her mother was raising her fear of becoming less beauteous.
Norry had got her first work in Canada with best conditions and good salary, ability to travel and payed flights to home to visit the family.
George, hello, do you remember saying that i can fly home and the journey may be paid by organisation?
Of course I do, Norry, how many days you are going to spend there?
About a week, I suppose, we actually are going to celebrate mom's birthday, jubilee, you know.
Wow. congratulations to your mother! Jubilee?
Yes, she is…. She is turning 45...
The flight took 4 hours. The city was one-hour distance from airport. Standing on the planform Norry couldn`t stop hearing the voice in her head. “I will jump on rails behind the arriving train”, “can't believe my beauty can be ever gone”, “I already look like I`m 30!”
3 minutes left to the train. 1 valise, 1 ticket and 1 hour left to congrat mother with her 45.
“Caution the train is arriving to the platform #6”
Norry made a step forward.. Without waiting for the train to stop. 1 valise, 1 ticket and 1 step to make sure that she won't see her mom killing herself being aged 45.
Her mother lives her life with the fear of elderness. And she has lived her life with the fear of death. Fear of her mother's death.
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