Dear Diary by Olga Tepliuk

Dear diary,

I love my sweet little life.

The birds are singing in the shining rays as we’re working in the garden with sisters. To be honest, sometimes I sneak to talk with singing creatures instead of working, but you won’t tell anyone, right? It gets so boring sometimes, but the Father says we need to live in harmony to stay pure and tamed. I’m not sure what the last word means, but God will rescue only pure girls and we will play in heaven’s gates forever!

I’m so lucky to be born here!! My mother is pure, and so are all my other mothers and sisters! I can’t wait to get to heaven, and I secretly hope it won’t be so boring. We all live in the same place, wear the same hand-made linen clothes, eat the same self-grown food. 

The dresses are really comfortable, though. What a pity that I’ll be told how to make them only after my first blood… But you can be stung with a needle, or cut yourself, or idk anything else that is so bad and sinister. I’m so afraid to get other blood on before the Father purifies me! He always stays in our church, and God tells him how to take care of mothers and sisters, so we all will be rescued. It’s so cool to have such superpowers! We all love the Father, he works so hard, barely sleeping, to help all of us.

I should not sneak from work to the birds… Laziness is a sin and I don’t want to be lost like people outside of our big happy family. Maybe they just don’t have such a hardworking father? Idk. I shouldn’t want to know; they are filthy and ugly, and anyways, we will not meet in heaven. It’s just that… It’s so boring here.

Dear diary,

I’m so sorry that I played with the birds again instead of working. Why are they always jumping away? I just want to hug and kiss them to keep such cute little things pure. Only the Father has these superpowers, but if I try hard enough, maybe it’ll work too. I want to play with them in heaven's gates forever too!

Dear diary,

I tried to catch these little nasty chirp-chirpers, but they jumped and jumped, and I couldn’t catch them until the forbidden zone. Mothers get packages there from the outer world. They talk to sinful people that arrive from time to time. I wonder why these people resemble Father so much, if they are so bad and dirty. We all know that, but I also saw a mini-Father person with them today. 

It was such an accident, nasty birds; why don’t they want to be rescued!? But that mini-Father is so… interesting. He shouldn’t be!

Dear diary,

I sneaked one more time to look at mini-Father once again. But he SAW me! And he talked to me, and he wanted to give me something. But why, why the hell did he have to touch my hand!? He MUST know he is filthy, sinful, and bad!

I’m so happy that my first blood has finally arrived; now I can be purified after that.