- You could have called me sooner.
- I did call you. Three days ago.- You said it wasn't urgent.
- I said it was serious. It's you who decided that didn't mean urgent.
...
- How is he?
- He asked for you this morning. Said your name when he woke up. Which was something. He hasn't said much else.
- What did the doctor–
- Days, Eirini. They said days.
...
Eirini: I had a conference. It was-.. There were contracts, it wasn't something I could-...
- I know.
Eirini: You don't have to say it like that.
- Like what? I said I know.
Eirini: You said it the way you always say it. Like you've already written me off.
- This is not the time.
Eirini: You're right. It isn't. So why are you starting it?
- I'm not – I'm just standing here, Eirini. You're the one who came in swinging.
...
Eirini: Is he in pain?
- They've got him on something. He sleeps a lot. When he's awake he's-.. he's more himself than I expected, honestly.
Eirini: What does that mean?
- It means he's sharp. Funny. Yesterday he told the nurse her watch was ugly.
Eirini: (almost a laugh) That sounds about right.
- He also told her to give him a pen and paper. Wrote something out, folded it up. Gave it to me and said don't open it until-.. until after.
Eirini: What was it?
- I told you. I haven't opened it.
Eirini: You're carrying it around and you haven't-.. give it here!
- He said after.
Eirini: He's not dead yet, Ermis.
Ermis: No.. He's not.
...
Eirini: Did he-.. has he said anything? About the house? About what he wants done?
Ermis: There it is.
Eirini: Don't.
Ermis: It's been forty minutes, Eirini. He is through that door and you're asking about the house.
Eirini: Someone has to be practical. Someone always has to be, and it's always-..
Ermis: Me. It's always me. I know. I was here. Every weekend for four months. I rescheduled my life.
Eirini: I sent money.
Ermis: (quietly) He didn't need money.
...
Eirini: I know.
Ermis: What?
Eirini: I know he didn't. I know what he needed.
Ermis: Rini-..
Eirini: I don't know how to be in there with him. I don't know what to say. I never have. You two always-.. you had some language I didn't have. Some frequency I couldn't find.
Ermis: That's not-.. that's not true.
Eirini: It is. When mom died, he talked to you. Not me. At the reception, he stood with you the whole time and I was standing there with a plate of food I didn't even-..
Ermis: You were the one who left the room.
Eirini: Because I was going to cry and I didn't want-..
Ermis: He thought you didn't care. He told me. He said: "Eirini walked out and I thought, is she even upset?"
...
Eirini: He said that?
Ermis: He didn't mean it cruelly. He was just-.. he didn't understand you. Neither did I, for a long time.
Eirini: You could have told me.
Ermis: I thought you knew. I thought you all had some other-.. I didn't know you felt left out. I thought you were choosing it.
...
Eirini: Open the letter.
Ermis: He said-..
Eirini: Please. Open it now. While he's still-.. while there's still time to go in there and say something back.
...
Eirini: What. What does it say.
Ermis: (hushed) It's a key.
Eirini: What?
Ermis: He taped a key to the paper. The one which opens the shed at the back of the garden. And he wrote-.. he wrote: "For Eirini. She always wanted it. I should have said so."
...
Ermis: Go in.
Eirini: I don't know what to say.
Ermis: You don't have to say anything. Just go in.
...
Eirini: Stay out here.
Ermis: I know.
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