now clients for today, no plans or responsibilities, for a first time for years, he ever didn’t remember the last time he had a completely free day. Studying work family, open up his own clinic, doing the things that took him to this direct place in life, took it took his young age. But, somehow it all lost sence. It started above half of year ago, when he got this filling for a first time, start to think about all he’s doing, starting to fill apathy, lack of will to do something, of course he deal with all the responsibilities. Every perspective, every action from the time he get up, to the time he go to bad became empty, or it always ware. That was like to took the glassed of.
Everything became clear, about a mount ago, and since that he was preparing for a leave. Either suicide or escape. The plan was to stop do everything in the middle of all this menace, in the flat that usually filled with his wife he don’t love anymore, and daughter he had more sympathy for a daughter, he wanted to know her closet, cause in the and he was a stranger to him. He dreamed her to become a guide in, his little adventure. There are only few weeks before the clinic could stand without his direct control. ,while leaving he cared about clinic more than about family, at least clinic ware working organism that need to be managed, family was just a simulation anyway. Daniels take a pill. He never tried an antidepressant before. Just one, lees than required by prescription. He started to waiting for an effect. Relax in the big leather armchair and open journal that he brought in the market. That was the first non-profession related material for a long time. The soo called “trip” should start any moment now, but Daniel didn’t feel exited, world he lived already turn down meaningless and alien for him. He started an article about Koalas, at first, it was very interesting, but after few lines it became hard to read, or understand the meaning of sentences. Soo he started to staring at the images. At the image the big strange mouse, or a very little grey bear ware chewing some leafs while holding itself on the branch with a strange hand with two big fingers. Daniel ware thinking about it, about how the animal hold the branch. The next spontaneous idea was to do a little research. It the bedroom tree branch was really close to the window so he could grab it and look how it worked. Daniel stand up, hes leegs became hard to control, but he still know how to walk. Make a few steps. When he saw some tanager in a sport suit in his badroom. Daniel ware standing just opposite him with his empty eyes. And was shocked, but in a very calm way. His mind didn’t reacted quickly. «The man? The boy? I never had a son? Who is he, he didn’t supposed to be here, is he my wifes lover what is in his hand?» The man suddenly make a quick move. Some action, probably get closer to Daniel and then step back. HE closed his eyes and completely missed what it was, but all this hurry make feel uncomfortable. The boy, or rather a man, a guy in the sport suit, ware on his previous position. Daniel felt that warm tea was spilled on his throat, that was his retirement
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