the day when death would come, and it reached him. He was passing away slowly and painfully, but the man understood that he deserved this form of demise. He spend these long and passive days waiting for the moment when he will close his eyes and never wake up, but also the man was constantly thinking about his life, achievements and regrets. The more he mused on his existence, the more he comprehended that he is not proud of himself. The man understood that during his life he did so many nasty things, but the only thing that he truly regretted about was his alcoholism. He realized that it was an enormous mistake only before his death. Lots of memories were appearing in his mind during this tough period, and he couldn’t escape from those flashbacks. He vividly remembered how he stole money from his small kids in order to buy some drinks, how he started fights with his wife while being drunk, how he denied his substance abuse and refused to treat his problem. Understanding that by his action he not only hurt himself, but also hurt relatives' feeling, made him cry.
Alcoholism ruined his so much, that it caused stomach cancer. Tumors were becoming bigger and bigger every single day, and they were sucking everything from the man – his beauty, energy, heath, time and money. While tumors were growing, he was slowly disappearing from life.
The man was ready to die because he didn’t want to suffer anymore. He wanted to escape from his physical and mental pain to this mysterious and dark world called death, so when he grasped that he took his last breath, the man was excited to meet death with his arms open.
No comments:
Post a Comment