that it would be impossible to love at a distance, that he would never appear in my life anymore, and I just had to forget everything connected with him. At this moment, this song was playing. The moment in which the first sincere feelings of the girl's heart were broken.
Slow live melody flooded my body and did not allow me to move. In my head there was a bunch of thoughts, but they were empty and colorless. Compassionate deep song embraced my consciousness more and more. Everything around became uninteresting, not worth attention, but with each note I realized that this was not a silly song during which the unfortunate girls cry. The tension in the song grew, and the text seemed to be full of meaning.
At one point, I stopped paying attention to my feelings, relationship with the boyfriend, I realized that you would not return anything and it was not worth the worry. All that happened, I accepted and did not want to change, because I realized that it was too late. In my mind, a sad tone has changed into a calm, melodic, which I want to enjoy. The light heat notes touched my heart and made it clear that this was just a certain stage in my life.
Every second song relaxed me and gave me the power to stop thinking about the bad ones, but to engage in self-development and just to live. The song was over, I listened to it again and again, it took 20 minutes. This was enough to understand how much this situation is miserable and to forgive an unworthy deed.
I often listen to this song in everyday life visiting a café or shops, but every time this song reminds me not of a sad situation from the past, but of the fact that at 13 I had the strength to stop worrying about trivialities.
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