certain associations in a person. Every song makes you remember the moment that was over for a while. For the first time I heard this song when I was 5. She affected me at a good way. In my adolescence it was associated with my childhood, my family and caused tender feelings. When I was sitting in the room, my mother turned on the TV and on some channel that melody played. She was very emotional and very impressed me.
The next time I said my song, when my first love said that this song was associated with you. When he was seeing off me, he told me, 'wait, listen to this song. It reminds you, the same bright and gentle as you'. And it became my favorite song in the world, every time I turned on this song before going to a date with my first boyfriend. I liked to understand that he needed me and he really loved me so strong. And I listened to it with a trembling feeling, I was all froze inside in that moment. I was kind of getting his love even if we parted many years ago. I still feel his love to me. And this feeling calmed me down. I felt the protectedness and tranquility. It seems I'll never forget that moment being over.
This song made me think exactly of him, even when we have already parted. And when I've already met another guy and turned on that melody, I recalled that moment with tears. Listening to it, I cried and regretted that this moment would never be repeated in my life as if he died. Every time I suddenly heard in the Cafe, I cried, and none of my friends could guess why it was so hard for me to hear it. Because that song was usual and it didn't associate with something important for my friends. The first love is not forgotten and this is true. Probably because this is the most sincere, innocent, real and strong feeling.
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