1 Dec 2017

Forgive me by Julia Gordijchenko

Mary was the most intelligent and most beautiful girl in the village.
The guys escorted her with enchanting looks, when she returned from the farm. She was soft, with big blue eyes. But everyone knew: Marry did not let anyone go. Sometime in the summer a young electrician from the city came to the village. Unmarried girls spun around him, offered help or communication him. It was nice, but he nobody really liked.
Once the light disappeared on the farm. The milkers had to milk the cows. Mary ran to Peter to ask when the electricity would fix the light. The boy worked hard, so he did not hear when the girl entered. She stood silently beside the wall and waited. Eventually he noticed her. «Why do not I recognize her?  I met everyone, but I do not remember her.»
«The cows have already swollen the udder, and our director`s face swelled from anger”, - she said and went out.
Their secret love began, about which nobody knew. She came every day to his closet, brought milk, listened to stories about the steppe, black hedges, miners of the Donbas. So it lasted until it became clear that she was pregnant.
The mother did not guess about the love of her single daughter. She brought her up on her own, after divorce with her husband. When the daughter several times fainted a few mornings one after another, the alarming duckling took possession of her mother. The suspicion confirmed. She found out who boyfriend her daughter, because she was watching the daughter a week. But mother did not say anything to her.
«Peter went to Ann last night. And today I saw how he spoke with Inga», - mother collected gossip about Peter, invented various false things (meetings of Peter with the other girls), and the daughter was in vain: she began to lose weight.
The boy was looking for meetings with Marina, did not understand why, she stopped walking and began to avoid him. One day she went home to her. Mother opened a door. «Mary marries. There was a quarrel yesterday».
Returning home every day, mother and now, 40 years later, recalls the day, when she first lied to her daughter. So much time has passed, and she has never seen her happy. Work by the seller, home, mother care - all of Mary's life. After the mother's answer, Peter left the village. Mary lost her baby because of excitement and Peter`s departure. No one loved anymore, not married.
Daughter did not know that her mother wanted to save her, but ruined her life. Mother prays daily for the happiness of her daughter and mentally asks for forgiveness.

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